Today, after a very long wait, I was told I've been officially awarded a Master's of Library Science, with distinction. 

I actually cried at my desk at work. I've spent the past 7 years of my life, roughly, basing my self worth on my intelligence and ability to prove it. Today I feel like I've actually accomplished something I can be proud of. For the first time in my life, I might just believe I'm capable of achieveing great things.

I moved to another country, adapted to a new and very different pedagogical system, dealt with trials & frustrations, had amazing experiences, and loved my life fiercely. I had plans work out, and I also had plans fail.

I can genuinely say I am proud of the life I am building for myself here in London. and I am so excited to share it with the people I've met here. I'm so thankful to have such amazing friends and family who've supported me through this process, even when I was an absolute neurotic mess who constantly told everyone I had no idea what I was talking about and that I was going to fail.

Dear Self,

Guess what? You didn't fail.

Love,

Erin